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une updatage! [Oct. 16th, 2005|11:22 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

holy crap. things keep getting busier and harder.

friday. thanks to laura, i got to see nathan gunn's concert for free! woot! he was amazing. and i got his autograph afterwards and i chatted w/ him about william (bill) burden from glimmerglass. apparently, him and bill go way back and nathan knew all about bill in death in venice and that he's been to glimmerglass before. and then i talked to his wife about john musto (who wrote a piece that he didn't sing) cuz he's amy burton's husband and we met e/o at glimmerglass of course and julie gunn asked if i knew so and so but i didn't but still, i loved being able to relate to glimmerglass opera! it makes me miss the summer so bad. anyway....

open house saturday morning. it was rough getting up at 7:30am on a saturday. i had a good time though. it was my very first tour every and it happens to be a group of 10 ppl. i was extremely nervous the first half but got more comfortable as i went along. tom, one of the admin bosses, said i got a compliment from one of the rents so that made me feel good. i was worried i was too boring. i talked a lot about food and crane. lol. i'm such a dork. but i felt so important and helpful. i got a nice name tag! and got served good food and heard the pointercounts sing. i was a lot more comfortable talking one on one w/ families. i had such great ones when i escorted one to lunch and sat with another. talked a lot about crane so i was rather peppy about that but i loved the one i was sitting with at lunch. i hope i made a good impression. it was even more intimidating at first cuz we had to mingle during registration. that meant going up to complete strangers and striking a convo. one family was from around cooperstown so i ranted and raved about glimmerglass opera and the lake, of course!

dumb ass me took a 3 hr nap! so obviously i didn't get any of the work i wanted to get done and put it off even further by going to the first hockey game of the season vs. geneseo but it was well worth it! one of the best games i've been to! so exciting and exilirating! we were tied and had to go into sudden death OT AND a shootout! it was a mighty ducks moment! we were even quacking! lol. and we won it too!

so sunday comes along and i still have work to do but what do i do? sleep in some more. i'm such a procrastinator! it totally forgot about the orchestra concert tonight and made my small group reschedule cuz i've never missed an orchestra concert before and just couldn't bare to miss it. but everything worked out but i still have to do what? work. work. work

gotta work on intercultural take home exam, study for small group exam,prepare for small group presentation, study for visual comm midterm, and the list goes on and on and of course everything is happening on one day! bloody hell!is the semester over yet!

as for other things? meh. i constantly feel left out somehow. or feel like the third wheel. or feel like i don't belong. but i especially feel lonely. and why the hell do i always attrack the weird ones on myspace?! oh well. just trying to get through the next few weeks. and i always feel exhausted.make it stop eh?!
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motivation [Oct. 11th, 2005|09:56 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |lazylazy]

What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel like I don't give a shit.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be.

What's the point of never making mistakes?
Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to break.
It's all just a waste of time in the end.
I don't care so why should I even pretend.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it.

Nothing's new, everything's the same.
It keeps on dragging me down, it's getting kind of lame.
I'm falling further behind, there's nothing to explain.
No matter what you say nothing's gonna change my mind.

Can't depend on doubt until the end.
It seems like leaving friends has become
This years trend and though I can't pretend.
It's fine to be mislead.
It's not the same but who's to blame,
For all those stupid things I never said.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration,
Situation never what you want it to be.

Never what you want it to be.
Never what you want it to be.

~SUM 41

i have major a.d.d.
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yay for break! [Oct. 9th, 2005|07:26 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |mix]

i needed this break so bad. this weekend was absolutely wonderful. i'm glad i got to see megan, becca, and lana--it was like a mini high school reunion.and i'm glad some things got resovled. i had such a blast and never felt happier. i wish this feeling could stay forever...

happy fun timesCollapse )
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"sitting, waiting, wishing" [Oct. 5th, 2005|11:09 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |tiredtired of everything]
[Current Music |see above]

Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But its my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But its not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well im already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool

~ Jack Johnson
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whatever. [Oct. 1st, 2005|02:29 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |frustratedfrustrated]

amaaazing how ppl can change in such little time. whatever. i'm so sick of dealing with it and why should i. fuck this shit. from now on i'm just gonna worry about me, myself, and i and the ones that matter most. i've learned my lesson. trust and friendship is very hard to come by.
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so sick of this... [Oct. 1st, 2005|12:08 am]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |discontentdiscontent]

it's a vicious cycle.
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breakaway [Sep. 23rd, 2005|05:43 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |crankycranky]
[Current Music |radio]

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

~kelly clarkson
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!@#$@! [Sep. 21st, 2005|10:03 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]

excuse me for i am in an extremely bitchy mood and deservably soCollapse )
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wow... [Sep. 19th, 2005|09:39 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |angryangry]

i'm not even gonna start...aargh
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spitting games [Sep. 14th, 2005|01:31 pm]
moonchild727
[Current Mood |giddygiddy]
[Current Music |snow patrol]

I broke into your house last night
And left a note at your bedside
I'm far too shy to speak to you at school
You leave me numb and I'm not sure why

I find it easier to sit and stare
Than push my limbs out towards you right there
My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes
As blue as oceans and as pure as skies

I struggle for the words and then give up
My heads up with the birds on the t-hut
A little piece of mind that I know better
Than the plain disgrace of all my letters

But after that the floodgates opened up
And I fell in love with everyone I saw
Please take your time I'm not in any rush
And it's in everything I ever write

It's not as if I need the extra weight
Confused enough by life so thanks a lot
Lonely written words for company
Just raise the roof this once and follow me

~snow patrol
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